Tough times, scary times…times of despair …but yet not the time to give up hope . Our faith and positivity is what gets us going. When there is gloominess all around…when every whatsapp message or a call evokes fear in you …when every conversation I have with Suyash it is about what more to do to keep safe …what helps me wake up with a smile everyday…go through all my chores with fresh energy..? Difficult it is … but I find apart from all the medicines and kadha we take … yes we need to be cautious in all aspects…but for me it’s a necessity to keep the vibe of all being okay in the air at all times alive.
And while thinking about it I found there are so many simple things that help me keep going…first and foremost calls from by both ma and mom…they everyday religiously asking how am i doing…”koi problem to nahin”…asking how are the kids managing…the same questions everyday … the same answers everyday …but yes this is what makes me secured…somebody there to care for me…someone their worried about me…it does help.
Spending time with my children…cause even if they are fully updated about what is happening around…there life is centered around different things …”mom lets play a game of monopoly…will you play hangman…endless banter about FIFA…which they know I don’t understand a word about also…but yet they go on…” I am so grateful that they keep on chit chatting about anything under the sun.
Friends…there support can never be put in words. When you are feeling low you can talk to them…when they ask your well being…it energizes us…always that feeling of they being there …to talk, to listen, to share, to advice, to correct you…to show way…they are always there…grateful.
I don’t know what is everybody’s take on the whatapp messages we are flooded with everyday…but yes some of them really push u forward…revive the strength and faith in u that had started to waiver. Reading something positive pulls you up suddenly …and you start thinking yes we can do it…and yes we have to do it…we have to stand by each other …support each other …be there for each other…the feeling of someone being there for you does wonders .
Last not the least taking care of my family…gives me a innate power…the fact that I am there to take care of them…plan everything…try to make all things available for them…plan a routine for them…each and every small thing…gives me power…to be there for them…to as if able to draw a protective line all around and guard it…all this keeps me going.
Gratitude…immense gratitude…!!